Wake up, to the sound of love calling

Wake up, to the sound of love calling
The rustling leaves and the dew falling
Wake up from your dreams of wild nights and sandy shores
For my beating heart calls
Its every rhythm racing to match yours
What do you see when you fall asleep?
Hopes and wishes that could never be?
As i sit by watching you lie in peace
I wonder, what makes you such
So calm, so serene, a glow lining your face
Take me along to that world of yours
Where i could be a part of you and you a part of me
Take me to the expanse of your universe
Where you walk so bold and free
For out here i feel all alone
Watching the shimmering light of the day
Slowly brighten the place where you lay
Sleep for as long as it takes
For your heart to find its tranquil pace
Fear not, have hope and you’ll see
Dreams are just realities that yet couldn’t be
But when your dream world suddenly shatters
And a dark gloom lays all to waste
When you feel despair crawl through your sleep
A nightmare following you like a ravaging storm
Your heart clenched, your soul caged
When you feel helpless, unable to move
Just open your eyes and to your dreams say goodbyes
Wake up, for ever watchful i lie besides
To banish your evils and lay waste to your dark sides
Leave behind your deep slumber
No matter how difficult it might seem
It’s time to make your wishes come true
Wake up, its never too late
Out here i lie in your wait
Wake up, to the sound of love calling
The rustling leaves and the dew falling

I’ve tried, Believe me I’ve tried


For long i had seen this coming
The day I must say my goodbyes
And off you go, forever out of my life
Never to look back, stop and think
Of a heart, that you never saw sink

Yet, here i am, standing on the brink
Of this abyss that I’m about to fall in
Not wanting to let go, bear this intoxicating pain
How can i face the truth and stop being so naive?
Tell me, how can I forsake this love, that kept me alive?

Walls, masks, distractions, layer upon layer i built
These ravaging waves of anguish i silently slit
But nothing was enough, my sturdy walls inadequate
When it came to keeping you out, my mind just quit
All its efforts in vain, all its defenses slain

I’ve tried being numb, I’ve tried being cold
I’ve tried to let go, I’ve tried loosening my hold
I’ve tried to forget, I’ve tried to move on
To find a new way, to find a lasting cure
I’ve tried, I’ve tried all this while you’ve been gone

Today as i sit and ink this last goodbye
I realize how it is and it will forever be
After all this time and always
You’ll be Lily and I’ll be Snape
I hope, I pray, May you find the love of your James